I think I’ve realized I can have (or rather I have) a bit of an obsessive compulsion to be overly organized or structured. I guess you can say I’m halted by a fake vision of “perfect.” Because we all know perfection DOES NOT EXIST!
I’ve been MIA from my blog for 5 months!? Simply because I couldn’t find or make the time to sit down and type out a “post of perfection.” My fear of being disorganized, judged, and imperfect have only stunned my growth and potential! After all we improve and learn the most and best way by DOING. I’ve come a long way in shifting my mindset from the negative, sad cloud I was in for the longest this past year but have only just realized the severity of this issue on my ability to prosper.
The silly tendencies I’ve developed and held on to only prevent me from moving forward and growing. I can list all my silly quirks but I’m still a bit reluctant to admit or accept some things about myself that I do.
I’ve decided it’s time to push past my self-created beliefs and stop limiting myself further by just EMBRACING THE BEAUTY of my natural clumsy, uncoordinated, and imperfect self.
I know that even though I do not feel like a master of talent or fountain of wisdom that I DO have something worth sharing with the world and commit to doing so. I might not always share eloquently put together posts nor beautifully taken photographs but I am determined to share my authentic journey in hopes of inspiring others to embrace theirs proudly.
WHAT ARE SOME COMPULSIVE TENDENCIES YOU HAVE AT TIMES THAT PREVENT YOU FROM MOVING FORWARD????